| Location | Horwich,bolton |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 26/03/1999 |
| Date of Death | 26/03/1999 |
| Visitors | 740 since 26/04/2008 |
| Creator |
ASHELEIGH JOHNSON,BORN/DIED 26TH MARCH 1999 AT 14 WEEKS OF PREGNANCY.
I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.LOVE YOU
YOU ALSO HAD 2 SISTERS WHO DIED (KIRSTY AND ANNA),BUT YOU NOW HAVE A BROTHER AND SISTER,RYAN AND
RHIANNE 6&5,THEY LOVE YOU.
I went to a midwife appointment on the Wednesday where i told her i wasn't feeling too good,she said
it just sounded like a common cold.I knew it wasn't!
I went home and started to read a pregnancy book and found an article on TOXOPLASMOSIS,exactly the
same symptoms as what i was having,going hot and cold,headache,shivering etc..
Then on the Thursday i still felt rough.I was babysitting my baby niece at my sister's house when i
got the most horrible pain ever.Then my water's went,i rang my mum to come and look after my niece
and then me and my partner went to hospital where they scanned me,the baby's heart was still beating
and they told me to go back on the Friday to check it again.When i got there they scanned me again
and they told me the heart was very slow and they told me go back when i started getting pains to
which i told them i was already getting them.
They got me in a room and we just waited then at around tea time i lost Ashleigh at 14 wks.
They took bloods off me to test and then 6 wks later we went back where they told me i had
TOXOPLASMOSIS.It is an infection which you can get from cat litter,unwashed fruit,undercooked pork
etc...I knew all along it was that!
I had to go back weeks later to collect the ashes xx
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God Bless xxx
Special Little Spirit
"You're a Special Little Spirit,"
the all great Master said,
As he gently caressed the top
of the Little Spirit's head.
"You need to go to Earth
to spend some time, you know;
A place I send most Spirits
to be tested, to learn, and grow."
The Little Spirit, in sadness,
slowly bowed her head,
And from her eye a tear did steal
and down her cheek it shed.
"Don't you fret now little one,
I won't let you stay too long;
I'll bring you back to help Me here--
you'll hardly know that you've been gone.
You're my choicest Little Spirit,
you're the apple of my eye."
And he wiped the tear and gently kissed
His Little Spirit good-bye.
"I'm back," the Little Spirit whispered,
as she climbed onto her Master's knee.
And the Master said, "I told you,
you would not be long away from me."
And then, the Lord, He noticed
still another tear welled in her eye.
"Why are you so sad, Little Spirit,
whatever should make you cry?"
"I'm glad I'm back," the Little Spirit said,
"but Master you must surely know,
When Your Angel came to get me,
I did not want to go.
I know You said You needed me,
and that I'd be gone the shortest while,
But Lord, couldn't I have had
a little longer earthly trial?"
The Master let the Little Spirit
slip down from off His knee,
He firmly took the little hand
and said, "Come take a walk with Me."
The Little Spirit and the Lord
slowly walked hand in hand,
As the Master explained her special part
in the great and marvelous plan.
"Now, Lord, I don't mean to argue,
I understand that you needed me home.
But I left in such a hurry,
I left everyone hurting and so alone.
I didn't let my earthly parents
know how much I loved them so.
I was too small to tell them Lord,
how will they ever know?
They feel they've been cheated,
and in a way, so do I.
Not getting to share any more than we did,
how can I ever tell them why?"
"Little Spirit, I know your heart is heavy
with this message you need to share.
But you need not worry anymore.
I'll watch over your loved ones there.
I'll send them loving comfort
as a strong and helping hand.
I'll contend and give peace to their aching
hearts, so they will understand."
The Little Spirit looked up at her Master
and said "Thank You for explaining it to me.
And could you please tell them that I'm safe and
happy, and that someday they'll be here with me?"
"Yes," said the Lord with a smile and a nod,
"I'll tell them all that I can."
Then the others came to see the Little Spirit,
as the Lord let go of her hand.
He said, "I'll tell them that you're pure,
as pure as Heaven's Gold--
That I needed the warmth of your perfect soul
to keep Heaven from getting cold."
with love
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Sending you a great big hug
with lots of love and kisses,
You Were So Young
I'll never understand it
It was all so very brief,
Why someone so little
The pain,the hurt,the grief
At first i felt so bitter
Why?...I used to say,
God knew how much i loved you
But he still took you away
I still miss you as much today
But now i understand,
God makes us and it's up to him
Whe he takes our hand.
MY BABY XX
It is 10yrs nearly since i lost you.I think about you everyday and i miss you more and more.
It's even harder when the day comes when i lost you,it's your cousins bday too!
Love you always.
Mummy xxxx
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